tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23896715184486711202023-11-16T10:09:36.604-08:00my philosophymiss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.comBlogger58125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-51367097637099974072013-02-23T07:58:00.003-08:002013-02-23T07:58:50.760-08:00The Dark Side<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-size: large;">Do u have anything that u tried to seal so closely? a secret or even a habit that u are ashamed of. Yeah. That is the wall that is keeping everyone from getting in. <i><span style="color: #6aa84f;">We all have something that we are not comfortable with</span></i>. I guess what I'm trying to say is, everyone has got a dark side of themselves. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Letting people in are not an easy task. U gotta give all of u or nothing at all. Now this is the tricky part. Who can u trust? are they even worthy risking all ur secrets and inner thoughts? it is a scary feeling. Believe me, <i><u>i know</u></i>. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">But in the end, all we ever wanted was for someone who can accept us. Good<i> or bad</i>. No matter how tough the situation may get, we want them to always be there, to hold on even when it seems there's no hope and most importantly, to remind us why we are worthy to be loved. </span></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">We all want someone who can embrace us.. <u>even with</u> our dark side.</span></b></div>
miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-42559798195702998832012-08-23T22:08:00.001-07:002012-08-23T22:08:54.335-07:00Ramadhan & Aidilfitri yg berbezaSalam semua.. Ramadhan & Aidilfitri kali ini aku rasakan lebih bermakna. mungkin sebab aku semakin menghargai masa2 yg ada bersama keluarga. Sayu hati ini bila terkenang betapa butanya aku selama ini. tapi Alhamdulillah, aku masih diberi kesempatan utk bersama mereka. syukur,berjuta kali syukur kuucapkan. merekalah orang yg akn bersamaku tatkala susah,senang dan tak kira masa.miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-19309708578043854472012-04-22T04:20:00.003-07:002012-04-22T04:20:19.297-07:00Andai lelaki tahu..<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Andai lelaki tahu..</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;"><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah mencintai lelaki itu.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itu maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak sesuatu yang terjadi.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan cerewet, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu kamu berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima kamu seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan kamu, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan kamu dan masih menganggap kamu anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. terkadang dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, kamu akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk kamu .<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan duit atau hadiah, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat dia rasa dihargai.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak mencintai kamu tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu dgn kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya. Selagi dia denganmu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan berkata kasar, dia bukan bermaksud utk berkasar, tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan sikapnya. Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja. Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar mencintai anda. Perempuan sulit untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.<br /><br />Andai lelaki tahu..<br />Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya. Biarpun sebenarnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang dapat menggoncang dunia dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyongkong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.</span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-9835841151557274842012-03-20T15:00:00.003-07:002012-03-20T15:13:13.322-07:00I miss how we were. How we used to be<span >It's difficult to move on. I of all people knows this fact. I miss how we were. How we used to be. I never dream that I could lose it all in a blink of an eye. I know we got our differences. and in the past, it was our differences that makes us unique. It is not a reason for any arguments and bullshits. Why oh why,some people just come and ruin others lives so that they can live happily. everyday I feel the pain of losing my loved ones. Everyday I have to feel that hole inside my heart. We used to be so strong. We shouldn't have listened to others but listened to our hearts instead. I knew exactly what happened but I can't say a word. As words are the things that people will manipulate and exaggerate. Because I'm afraid of losing u much further, I guess living like this is the best way possible. I pray that we'll be close again. just like we used to be. Even if u are content with ur life right now, the person that I once knew will miss being in the past. What's the use of having everything if u are not happy?</span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-90470256797895399042012-03-19T16:39:00.004-07:002012-03-19T16:52:51.075-07:00ugly truth<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large; ">I think I was being loyal by staying an sticking to my promise. But somehow, u still don't see that value in me. In fact, all u ever do is giving me that "look" that says " i don't like u and i don't even want to talk to u". IF u haven't realize it by now,yeah, that's why I never even bothered to talk to u. I used to read in magazines,blogs etc etc that self confidence can change people attitude. I guess that explained why u've changed. But somehow u took all that confidence and changed it into something miserable. I know u are not satisfied with ur life. That's why u have been feeling all of that insecurities. I try to be there for u. Even I can't do much. I was always there to listen. But somehow u overlook all of that. Somehow in ur memories, I'm just a person u have come to met. Somehow our friendship means nothing. Somehow u have forget what we have been through. I can see that u are standing tall right now. But someday when u are crawling, let see how many of ur "friends" are gonna be there for u. I never wish u harm but I just wished someday Allah will open ur eyes and let you see the UGLY TRUTH about the life u are living now. I don't want to push u away any further. So for me,the distance between us is just enough to give me some hope that when you have seen the truth, we'll be friends again. coz right now I don't feel like we are.</span></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-85613111837012194262012-03-19T16:30:00.003-07:002012-03-19T16:39:01.137-07:00It's MY life.<span >People like to talk talk talk. If u do some good,they will NEVER remember. But if u do some bad,they will make it a battlefield for u. Why is this even possible?? No justice at all. But yeah, I've known it all along. </span><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >Growing up, I think if I be nice to people and do good deeds,people are going to treat me as the same. Boy, how wrong was I! Anywhere u go, anytime... There WILL ALWAYS be someone who hates u. ALWAYS. </span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >I don't know why but that's how my life is. There's always that SOMEONE who loves to dictate my life. Hey common lahh. U already got your life. So it's not fair for u to control others' as well. It's like u are living 2 lives at the same time. GRRRR.</span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >I was never born as a hater. And never as I intend to be. So let me be me. Stop all the judging and sarcastic comments. It won't bring u any good in destroying others life and future. </span></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-79089253686024336012012-02-28T04:09:00.002-08:002012-02-28T04:17:31.043-08:00Paras rupa & Hati budiMaybe aku x cantek mcm model. xde hidung mancung mcm org pakistan. xde mate bulat yg comel. xde kening halus mcm ulat bulu. hahaha. aku admit yg mmg aku xde sume tu. muka aku mmg typical je. Biasa la, org jawa jgk in the end kn. TAPI, aku bersyukur sbb aku dilahirkan cukup sempurna & tiada cacat cela dr segi fizikal. Alhamdulillah. Kenapa kte mesti nak bandingkan dri sendri dgn org yg perfect walhal kte bleh tgk org2 cacat n igtkn dri sendri yg kte sebenarnya BERTUAH. Dlu mungkin aku dayus n selalu terpengaruh dgn buah mulut manusia. Selalu rse x konfiden n semestinya low self esteem. But now sume dah berubah. Aku terima diri aku seadanya and aku happy sebab masih ade yg terima walau aku mcmni. :)miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-48478816994906552912011-12-10T16:22:00.000-08:002011-12-10T16:55:12.879-08:00A wish<span style="font-size:130%;">Recently I have learnt that by not expressing myself and my emotions, I have been dealing with it by being frustrated with myself. I have been thinking about others' feelings without considering my own. I never felt so much hatred in my heart. And I never thought I could consume all that. I hate this feeling of anger,hatred and betrayal.<br /><br />Really. All I want to do is live in harmony. If I don't interfere with your life,then please leave mine alone! I think I'm done being like this. If anyone wants to kill each other and start World War 3,then let them be. My life is too short for me to waste it on these silly things that doesn't even matter.<br /><br />I'm letting go of my past. And that includes EVERYTHING and EVERYONE that doesn't matter. I'm letting go of this hatred coz I know it can only bring harm to others. Besides, I have known a certain someone who can't appreciate the life that was given to her. And I don't wanna be like that. I have learnt from her mistakes and I hope one day,she will too. Aaamin.<br /><br />It's not right to feel this way and it's also not right to let others step all over me. So from now on, I'm gonna go back to my old ways. Where nothing bothers me except someone who matters. Furthermore, they are the only one who really cares. So why should I neglect them? ;)<br /><br />As for that certain someone,I wish you no harm and all the best in your life. Sometimes I do miss what we had but I realize now that you are never gonna change. So my last wish for you is for you to understand that people have feelings too. It's not always about you. Please,you must understand this in order for you to change.<br /><br />I'm gonna wait until that day comes when you finally realize what have you done wrongly. I know that you said anyone can give you an advice but truth is, no one really could. Know why? Coz you will only reject it and you will put the blame on others. So until then,I'm just gonna distant myself.<br /><br />Really, I would love to have my old life back. When we all live in harmony and the only thing that we were worried about was money. and maybe,the final exam. that's all.<br /><br />If I could turn back time,there are surely some things that I would love to change but then my life would be different right? then I wouldn't have met all of you guys. So really, there's nothing I would wanna change. Even though this is my life now,I still appreciates it just the way it is.<br /><br />From this day onwards, I'll be calmer,wiser and definitely,stronger. :)</span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-70125589081728283162011-11-03T15:38:00.000-07:002011-11-03T15:51:40.080-07:00It's time for a change<span style="font-size:130%;">I used to have a plan figured out for my life. I used to think I know it all,the ending etc etc. But when the truth came up,I was left unspoken. It was the sudden and final showdown for me. So when I met someone who can ease my misery,I took my time to make sure that it's real. Well, truth be told,I didn't give myself enough time to think. I thought I have found my saviour. But this time,I'm gonna save myself instead. It never crossed my mind that too much time spent on each other will lead to a crappy relationship. Owh! I forgot. We don't have one. Maybe that's the REAL problem. I wanted to cry,hit him and <span style="font-style: italic;">run,but all I can do is smile.</span> All I wanted was someone to call my own. Someone who will appreciate me as much as I appreciates him. Someone who won't be afraid to share his feelings with me. Maybe I have found him. Maybe I got to give him more time to think,or maybe it's too late. Now it's time for a change. For the first time in my life,I'm putting MYSELF first. not you,and definitely not others. It's been nice all this while but I do believe that there's gotta be more to my life than just living under your expectations. This time,I won't back down. U had your chances but u waste it. No more time will be given to u. It's now MY TIME to shine. <span style="font-style: italic;">adios</span><br /></span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-84011698523111759682011-10-25T20:11:00.000-07:002011-10-25T20:24:09.949-07:00Little Miss Invisible<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-size:130%;" >"I feel so invisible nowadays. Totally friendless. Totally <span style="font-style: italic;">ALONE</span>.</span>"<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">I really wish somehow someone somewhere can make me believe again. The word "FRIENDS" have lost it's holiness. It meant nothing to everyone but me. How can this be? When friends are supposed to be the family that WE CHOSE. Somehow, nobody rely on it anymore. Friendship is now for the sake of social climbing dumb whore. I pity them.<br />I really do. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">I've been a friend. A crying shoulder. Someone people can depend on when they need an advice. I have played my part as a friend,as honest as I can be. They hurt my feelings too often and yet I never complained. They abandoned me as if I'm not a human. They overlook to see that I was there. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">ohh well,maybe I was never their friend to begin with. Maybe I'm just some "person" they met along their journey. I don't know. but I really hope someday,someone would see.<br /><br /><br /><br />How sacred the word "friends" means to me. </span><br /></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-20030844295966507112011-10-17T16:30:00.000-07:002011-10-17T16:31:34.560-07:00Thanks for accepting me ; flaws and all<span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >I'm a train wreck in the morning<br />I'm a bitch in the afternoon<br />Every now and then without warning<br />I can be really mean towards you<br /><br />I'm a puzzle yes indeed<br />Ever complex in every way<br />And all the pieces aren't even in the box<br />And yet, you see the picture clear as day<br /><br />I don't know why you love me<br />And that's why I love you<br />You catch me when I fall<br />Accept me, flaws and all<br />And that's why I love you<br />And that's why I love you<br />And that's why I love. . . mmmm<br /><br />I neglect you when I'm working<br />When I need attention I tend to nag<br />I'm a host of imperfection<br />And you see past all that<br /><br />I'm a peasant by some standards<br />But in your eyes I'm a queen<br />You see potential in all my flaws<br />And that's exactly what I mean<br /><br />I don't know why you love me<br />And that's why I love you<br />You catch me when I fall<br />Accept me, flaws and all<br />And that's why I love you<br />And that's why I love you<br />And that's why I love. . .you<br /><br />I don't know why you love me<br />And that's why I love you<br />You catch me when I fall<br />Accept me flaws and all<br />And that's why I love you<br />And that's why I love you<br />And that's why I love you<br />You, you, you</span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-75362641741511391512011-09-25T17:12:00.000-07:002011-09-30T22:54:05.783-07:00waiting..<span style="font-size:130%;">I would like to fall deeply in love. I would like to let my guards down. I would like for someone to come and swept me off my feet. Oh yeah. I would like for many things to occur. But somehow, I still don't find the right time nor the right guy. Everytime I want to let myself fell deeply in love,something always came up to bring me back to reality. It hurts a LOT. Knowing that you can have your perfect moments within the reach of your fingertips. But then again,so much is holding me back. So many things at stake that I'm not ready to give up. I'm still waiting. yeah. I am.</span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-12660110450822503002011-09-03T04:17:00.000-07:002011-09-03T04:19:25.277-07:00When the time is right,we will know<p style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://akuislam.com/blog/contest-aku-islam/aku-dia-dah-putus/attachment/tumblr_lokovywh4h1qcrsn7o1_500/" rel="attachment wp-att-9818"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-9818" title="tumblr_lokovyWh4h1qcrsn7o1_500" src="http://akuislam.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/08/tumblr_lokovyWh4h1qcrsn7o1_500.jpg" alt="" width="500" height="334" /></a></p> <p>Assalamualaikum</p> <p>“aku dan dia dah putus…”</p> <p>“kenapa?”</p> <p>“aku dah x sayangkan dia. pelik bukan.tiba-tiba saja perasaan tu hilang”</p> <p>“kau pasti dengan keputusan kau.kau x kesiankan dia? dia sayang kau…”</p> <p>“kesian la jugak. tapi bila aku fikir balik. lagi kesian kalau aku teruskan. aku dah x mampu…”</p> <p>“buatlah apa yang kau rasa terbaik….”</p> <p><span id="more-9754"></span></p> <p><strong>selepas setahun.</strong></p> <p>“aku geram. dia tipu aku. lepas setahun baru aku tahu…”</p> <p>“kenapa? apa yang dah jadi…?”</p> <p>“dia ada ramai perempuan belakang aku. dia tipu aku.aku rasa pedih. terlalu pedih…”</p> <p>“kenapa kau pedih. kan perasaan kau dekat dia dah lama hilang”</p> <p>“entah. mungkin rasa dikhianati. x dihargai.mungkin kalau aku sayang dia. sekarang aku dah longlai. separuh mati aku terluka. rabak. koyak. patah….”</p> <p>“lupakanlah. jangan bebani hati fikiran diri kau dengan benda dah lepas ni…tidurlah dah lewat…”</p> <p>“aku tak boleh stop. mata aku x boleh nak lelap .kecewa aku menggunung. otak aku overtime….”</p> <p>.</p> <p><strong>beberapa bulan kemudian</strong></p> <p>“Aku selalu tertanya-tanya kenapa perasaan aku pada dia boleh hilang. Sekelip mata.”</p> <p>“kau ada jawapan?”</p> <p><em>…senyum</em> “ada…mudah.”</p> <p>“apa dia?”</p> <p>“bila aku pandang semua benda yang jadi tu ada hikmah.aku mula refleksi balik segala apa yang aku dah buat.apa yang jadi dalam hidup aku.dan aku dapat jawapan.kau nak tahu?”</p> <p>“kongsi lah…”</p> <p>“Allah sayang aku. Dia taknak aku setia pada orang yang x hargai aku. Dia benarkan aku tahu kebenaran setelah setahun.mungkin masa tu baru kekuatan aku cukup untuk menampung kekecewaan aku.dan aku fikir-fikir balik, Allah beri yang terbaik untuk aku.sedangkan banyak benda yang aku lalai.hubungan aku dengan Allah aku terabai.”</p> <p>“maksud kau?”</p> <p>“aku banyak berfikir.refleksi balik segalanya.cari jawpan pada soalan-soalan aku.aku kadang-kadang lalai dalam mengingati Allah.leka dengan cinta lelaki.aku dah bazirkan masa,duit untuk cinta lelaki.aku dah sedar aku sepatutnya fokus cinta kepada Pencipta.nak tahu sesuatu?”</p> <p>“teruskan aku dengar…”</p> <p>“aku pernah tanya kenapa aku jumpa lelaki yang salah.sekarang aku rasa aku tahu kenapa.aku belum cukup baik.dan aku kena betulkan diri aku untuk dapat yang terbaik. Rasa cinta itu memang anugerah daripada Allah.tapi kita manusia ni lebih menghargai rasa cinta itu daripada Si Pemberi.</p> <p>Kakak sepupu aku pernah cakap bila kita couple susah nak kawal bukan…rindulah sayanglah then gaduh sampai emo seminggu.lepas itu mula nak pegang-pegang tangan, bergambar rapat-rapat…sebab tu,lebih baik mencegah daripada mengubati bukan…”</p> <p>“so sekarang?”</p> <p>“aku tengah berjuang.menjadi lebih baik.doakan.selangkah.dua langkah…aku sedang berlari.mendekati Pencipta…”</p> <p>“lelaki?cinta?”</p> <p>“hanya yang Halal.janji Allah itu pasti.”</p> <p>“kau yakin sekarang?rasa lebih baik?”</p> <p>“alhamdulillah.semua jawapan-jawapan yang aku cari membawa aku pada Allah.aku nampak cahaya melambai-lambai dari jauh.cahaya itu yang buat aku bangun.dan ketenangan itu milik aku.sungguh,hikmah itu kalau dicari gali manisnya tiada berpenghujung.aku khilaf.sebab aku tahu Allah sentiasa ada, cuma manusia yang mencipta jarak.</p> <p>Itu kata-kata yang aku rasa sesuai dengan situasi aku.mungkin dulu aku nak dekat dengan Dia bila nak sesuatu atau sedih kecewa saja.tapi sekarang aku dah sedar,faham tanggungjawab aku.Allah buktikan lagi sayang Dia pada aku dengan adanya perasaan ini.syukur <img src="http://akuislam.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley" /> ”</p><p>
<br /></p><p>P/s: mmg ni la the exact words n cte yg ak nk smpikn. n mmg btol. ak da alami situasi yg sme. Alhamdulillah.
<br /></p>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-33583904018928720402011-08-02T06:09:00.000-07:002011-08-02T06:12:21.462-07:00The sweetest thing<h6 style="text-align: center;" class="uiStreamMessage" ft="{"type":1}"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="messageBody" ft="{"type":3}">Girl: We are best friends, right?<br /><br />Boy: Yes, of course.<br /><br />Girl: So be honest with me, who do you like?<br /><span class="text_exposed_hide">...</span><span class="text_exposed_show"><br />Boy: No one. I love someone.<br /><br />Girl: Oh, she must be very lucky..<br /><br />Boy: Definitely. I've loved her,<br />ever since I met her.<br /><br />Girl: Really? Well, since we're best friends,<br />I wanna meet her. Go call her.<br /><br />Boy: Oh okay.<br />*Boy takes out his phone,dials her number and phones her..*<br /><br />Girl: Wait, hold on I think I'm getting a call.<br />*Answers the phone*<br /><br />Boy: I love you ♥ ♥</span></span></span></h6>=====================================================================miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-46537065965234148342011-07-13T13:33:00.000-07:002011-07-13T13:41:26.941-07:00Budak kecik jgn main dgn API.<span style="font-size:130%;">HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ske ati ak la ak nk watpe. Ak nk gi mane. Ak nk susahkan sape. <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Asal ak x susahkan ko suda,rite??</span> Yang ko nk menyebok pasal hal ak apehal. Alaa. xyah nk belakon baek sgt dpn ak la. Ak bknnye bodo sgt pn. ak lg lme idop ngn pengecut2 mcm ko. So,ak x heran pn ape yg ko nk mengata kat blakang ak. Sebab ak tau ko x brani nk mengata dpn2. Muahahahaha. Sekarang ni senang je cara ak nk settle. Ko wat lg skali,ak akn face to face ngn ko. Lantak lahh ko nk maki ke,nanges ke coz the truth is <span style="font-weight: bold;">I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU</span>. Ak x kesa pn klw ko nk bwk geng ke,suku sakat ko ke,kwn2 plastik ko ke..Ak bleh defend dri ak sendiri. Nape ak berani ckp cmni?? Sebab ak da pnah lalui semua ni. So klw stakat mende kecik mcm ko je,pls lahh. Ak x heran. Enuff said ;)</span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-54560240819702454522011-07-13T00:27:00.000-07:002011-07-13T00:35:22.310-07:00it's time for me to let u go. DELETE<span style="font-size:130%;">Hm.. Found out the harshful truth today.. Selama ni ak xnak caye ape yang da btol ade dpn mate. Ak deny sbb ak still caye yg die baek selame ni. Tp for the first time in my life, mata n ati ak da t'bkk blk.. ak da nmpk the real situation.. Selama ni ak jz mainan je bg die.. haha. pedih la jgk.. tp xpe.. ak tau mmg die bkn utk ak.. n ak tau ade laki len yg lg layak utk dpt tmpt kat ati ak.. Ak x doakan kebahagiaan die.. tp ak x jgk doakan kehancuran die.. sng cte,die da xde dlm kamus idop ak skrg.. hanye sejarah tp ak da xkn toleh balik da.. Ak jz nk ucapkan trime kasih kt die sbb sedarkan ak yg ak masih muda n byk pilihan len yg ak ade. And mmg btol ape yg die pnah ckp dlu, </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">DIA BUKAN YANG TERBAIK UNTUK AKU</span>. Pasni ak harap ak akn jmpe ngn laki yg tulus n ikhlas hatinye. biarlah mke mcm samseng skalipun tp ati baek n mampu bimbing ak. Asal die mampu wat ak ktawe n bahagie,ak akn rse ckup sempurna. :)</span>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-77007101599838161422011-07-12T19:09:00.000-07:002011-07-12T19:17:02.075-07:00Bercerita pasal keje plak.<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;">Hi sume! chewahh. mcm rmi je yg ngadap blog buruk ak ni kn? haha. x kesa laa. yg penting ak nk tulis gak kt blog buruk ak nih. actually xde pape sgt pn nk cte. Ak skrg ni busy ngn bisnes ak tu. Alhamdulillah. Ok jgk la. Cukup la sekadar bagi ak mkn n shopping smpi semput. hihi. Tp yg klakanye skrg sbb pakcik2 skynet & poslaju yg kat melaka ni pon sampi da knal ak. SEBAB APE?? Sebab dorg selalu nk pos brg tp ak xde kat umah. ngahaha. sampai nk kne arrange time utk dorg dtg. ksian kat org2 yg post tu kan? dorg pn sampai da terhafal nme n umah ak. adeh.. mcm bahaye plak bunyiknye. tp xpe. ak tau niat dorg ikhlas. haha. Ak selalu gak terpikir nak sambung keje ak ni lpas abs degree. mule2 nak stop la kjap kan. tp x bleh laa. ble ak on9 n ade org tnye soklan je,mule la tgn ni menggatal nk reply. adehh. x kesa la org tu nk bli ke x,ak mst nak tlg reply jgk! hahaha. xpelaa. sy ikhlas. chewaaah! So last2,ak keje la sampai la ni. Ak hope sgt ak berjaya cipta nme n produk ak sendiri 1 day nanti. InsyaAllah. Hope kwn2 n family bleh doakan so that niat suci putih bersih ak nih akn tercapai. Ngeee~<br /></span></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-72307533963531301002011-07-04T03:53:00.000-07:002011-07-04T04:03:49.775-07:00knape mst jdk camni???Ak pelik la dgn manusia ni.. sekejap kawan,sekejap lawan.. Ak jenis yg x ske nk side mne2 pihak sebab ak xnk ak pn terlibat dgn mne2 pergaduhan. Tp skrg x. Ak da xleh kwn dgn sume org. ak da xleh rapat ngn sume org. SEBAB APE?? sebab nanti org judge ak yg bukan2. kate ak jdk spy lahh. kate ak backstabber lahh. WHAT THE HELL??? Ak still diri ak. dari dulu sampai sekarang, ak still ak. Walaupun macam2 da berubah kat sekeliling ak,ak still camni. still lagi dgr problem korg. still lagi nk gelak dgn korg. Korg igt ak berlakon ke? ak wat sume tu ikhlas. Mne ade ak dpt balasan pape! And frankly laa,ak x harapkan pape pn dr korg. ak jz nk kawan2 ak je. Ni x.. korg sebok ngn hal korg. pastu ak yg tersepit kat tgh2 ni jdk mangse? tbe2 je ak yg jht. tbe2 je ak side die ni. ak side die tu. TOLONG LAHH PAHAM. ak xde kat side sape2 sbb ak hanye akn nyatakan ape yg ak rse btol. tu jek. Bkn sbb ak ni lemah n xleh decide nk sokong sape. TAPI SEBAB AK SAYANG SUME n ak rse x patut ak nk side sape2. Mmgla ade pihak yg btol n ade yg salah. Ak xkn komen pasal sume tu melainkan ak rse patut. tu jek. Ak x kesa la korg nk caye kat ak ke,xnak ke. yg penting,ak still kat sni klw korg ade problem. sape2 pn bleh dtg cri ak utk luahkan masalah korg. so xde reason utk korg memandai ckp kat belakang2 ak. Klw x puas ati, dtg jmpe ak n kte selesaikan. SIMPLE & EASY. xyah pening2 kpale pk tu, pk ni. Klahh. ak rse sesi luahan ati ak kali ni da selesai. cume ak nk btau,ak kecewa ngn sume yg da jdk skrg ni. Bkk la mate n hati korg sume. then korg akn nmpk sape yg x patut korg percaye. huhuhumiss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-82434391567574459342011-06-27T03:42:00.000-07:002011-06-27T03:50:01.050-07:00The riddles that u have to understand<div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">“Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything’s ok.<br />Just because I don’t listen to you, doesn’t mean I don’t care.<br />Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean you can lie to me.<br />Just because I’m sarcastic, doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously.<br />Just because I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird.<br />Just because I don’t say I love you, doesn’t mean I don’t.”<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;">This is true,you know. people tend to judge me a LOT. And it's weird coz most of them don't even know me. I don't like to say random things that can destroy my relationship with anyone,but that doesn't mean that I don't care & I don't listen. Actually,I care too much of my friends n family,only that I don't know how to show it. The only way that I know how is to help them when they are in need,be loyal to them & to guide them even when they feel that they are right. If </span>all of these qualities makes me the "bad guy",then so be it. What I truly know is that my intention is good. :)</span></span><br /></div></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-75682442980850448962011-04-23T16:06:00.000-07:002011-04-23T16:11:42.119-07:00U ain't bringing me down!There are moments in my life where people just wanna see me fall. They wanna see me quit and shiver but they never succeeded. I got a perfect song for anyone who has experienced the same thing they did to me. Enjoy!<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> You made me insecure</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Told me I wasn’t good enough</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> But who are you to judge</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> When you’re a diamond in the rough</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> I’m sure you got some things</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> You’d like to change about yourself</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> But when it comes to me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> I wouldn’t want to be anybody else</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> I’m no beauty queen</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> I’m just beautiful me</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> You’ve got every right</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> To a beautiful life</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> C'mon</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> [Chorus]</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not perfect</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not worth it</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Trust me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> That’s the price of beauty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not pretty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not beautiful</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> It’s such a funny thing</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> How nothing’s funny when it’s you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> You tell ‘em what you mean</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> But they keep whiting out the truth</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> It’s like a work of art</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> That never gets to see the light</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Keep you beneath the stars</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Won’t let you touch the sky</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> I’m no beauty queen</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> I’m just beautiful me</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Na na na</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> You’ve got every right</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> To a beautiful life</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> C'mon</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> [Chorus]</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not perfect</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not worth it</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Trust me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> That’s the price of beauty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not pretty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not beautiful</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> [Bridge]</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not start potential</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not presidential</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you can’t be in movies</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Listen to me, listen to me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you don’t pass the test</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you can’t be the best</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who said, who said</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Won’t you tell me who said that</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Yeah, oh</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> [Chorus]</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not perfect</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not worth it</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Trust me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> That’s the price of beauty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not pretty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Who says you’re not beautiful<br /><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"></span></span></div></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-72776495152890456712011-02-11T15:11:00.000-08:002011-02-11T15:24:34.830-08:00waking up one morning :)<div style="text-align: center;">Pg td mse ak bgn,ak tgk ade byk msg kt hp ak. ade customer la,kwn la. n bla3. haha. tp ade 1 msg ni yg wat ak tersenyum. 1 msg tu wat ak tau yg ak dihargai kt dunie yg besa nih. N ak nk ckp thnx sgt2 kat yg berkenaan. Ko da wat ati ak tenang dlm mse yg amat singkat. Ak hrp ko pn tau yg ko leh depend kt ak klw ko ade problem. Ak harap kte akn kekal rapat smpi ble2. Aminnn... :)<br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgq38UappZOvhcfzICfB2Qlw4zT6oH76_orrbfmEQUO9RQyNd_f5yCFFUrpUkVeNhMuzpRx4TrEUq1Vl9-VkeUxJ8N5iJcySJsfBfJp0K82oR6l7B2LAy6Px90fOMxe8wzW6tCFHg6Leaed/s1600/Toki_Doki_2.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgq38UappZOvhcfzICfB2Qlw4zT6oH76_orrbfmEQUO9RQyNd_f5yCFFUrpUkVeNhMuzpRx4TrEUq1Vl9-VkeUxJ8N5iJcySJsfBfJp0K82oR6l7B2LAy6Px90fOMxe8wzW6tCFHg6Leaed/s400/Toki_Doki_2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572575889279967506" border="0" /></a>*xde kne mengena pn ngn entry ak. jz KAWAII je ;p*<br /></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-56755912605308973532011-02-11T14:43:00.000-08:002011-02-11T15:06:38.746-08:00Andai kau tahu..Dlu mse kecik2,kte selalu berangan n pk ble da besa,kte akn keje n then dpt umah n kete *tpula klw korg x pnah pk cmtu kn.haha* Tp msetu kte xtau pn PERJALANAN yg kte perlu lalui before kte dpt sume tu. Cinta,sahabat n cita2. Sume tu maenkn peranan yg besa dlm idop kte sbg seorg student. okla. maybe ade org kate <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">CINTA</span> tu x penting. Tp kte ni remaja/young adult. So nk xnk kte mmg da kne pk psl mse dpn. wuwuwu. ni la bab yg ak plg takot skali nk cte skrg. Kne pk psl calon,kne pk psl parents n mcm2 lg. n wat mse skrg,sume tu ak nk ltak tepi dlu. <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">SAHABAT</span> plak,da tntu2 la penting dlm idop kte kn? x kire la kte student or manusia biase yg ddk tepi jln tuh. nape ak gnekan istilah "SAHABAT" n bkn "KAWAN". coz bg ak,kawan is jz org yg ko knal n bertegur sapa kt mne2 je. Sahabat plak is someone yg ko leh depend. ko leh cri die ble ko ssh n ko tau die akn ade utk ko. Kn byk bezanye tu? Sahabat akn byk mempengaruhi idop kte,lg2 as a student. So kte kne pndi pilih n hopes for the best. <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">CITA2</span>... ak xtau cmne nk explain ngn tajuk cmni. haha. dlu mse kecik2,ak nk jdk ckgu,pereka fesyen or doktor. haa. kemain lg kn? hahaha. then ble ak da btol2 tau bidang mne yg ak ske *which is Dietician/psychology*,rezeki plak membwk ak ke arah yg sgt berbeza. sbbtu ak kt UTeM skrg nih. haha. weird rite? Tp yela. Sume da ditentukan n ak kne redha. Kne percaye yg sume yg DIA tentukan is the best utk insan mcm ak ni. So skrg ak kt Melaka n tgh amk computer n electronic engineering. Ok. nme mmg sgt gah. pelajarannye pn SGT tough. Ak akn cbe sebaek mungkin even myb ak akn tersungkur jgk 1 ari nt. At least ak tau ak da try my best. Tu jela yg penting rite? hihi. Sme ade kte sdar or x,3 element ni sume mmg byk pengaruh idop kte. So make sure kte dh pilih yg terbaek so that idop kte nt x kucar kacir. All the best my dear readers. :)miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-74120789900338439512011-01-21T06:36:00.000-08:002011-01-21T06:42:04.188-08:00Down & low<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:130%;" >I never felt this low before. never in my life that i doubt my ability to be happy. but these past few days have turned my world around.<br />I have realized that I can no longer be happy and cheerful as I used to be.<br />It will take me double the time to trust the people around me.<br />It will take less to make me feel down.<br />Truth be told, I have lost my sense of identity.<br />I have lost my ability of being ME. </span><br /></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-58964014285443609392010-12-23T17:25:00.000-08:002010-12-23T17:46:04.570-08:00I am blessed :)<div style="text-align: center;">Life can be hard sometimes. And for some unlucky person <span style="font-style: italic;">; like myself</span>, there will ALWAYS a challenge coming up n ruins the day. So what do u have to do next? The answer is simple. GET THROUGH IT. When ur life is a big mess, and u feel like a total loser.. Take a good look around u. U have a perfect physical form of a human,u have feelings,u can still think straight and MOST IMPORTANTLY,u still have ur beloved ones to help u through it all. Those are the main factors that should keep u moving forward in life. U should be grateful n thankful for all the blessings that are borrowed to u. Coz u know one day He can take it ALL back. Remember HIM and u will find the strength that u need <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">and</span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"> more</span>. So, thank you ALLAH for borrowing me the good health and mind. the good sense of taste,feelings and emotion. and most of all, for borrowing me this beautiful life that I could call my own.<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZqJxqfLc0FI6MRAwAfRYlA8PsvE6Ky16k8L0CKmo6Hq3g3I_mrDvq9FJbohLCzvCBbT8zRBXLfvldeopW-BLHcWUwmZK63d5ZM3IwvkOHa0dXlwPjszaE52O3_C_2RFBjbPnWDZlHWF_l/s1600/IMG_4081.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZqJxqfLc0FI6MRAwAfRYlA8PsvE6Ky16k8L0CKmo6Hq3g3I_mrDvq9FJbohLCzvCBbT8zRBXLfvldeopW-BLHcWUwmZK63d5ZM3IwvkOHa0dXlwPjszaE52O3_C_2RFBjbPnWDZlHWF_l/s400/IMG_4081.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5554058758806298146" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />*<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">alhamdulillah</span></span>*<br /></div>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2389671518448671120.post-22894731397698115952010-12-20T03:54:00.000-08:002010-12-20T04:00:31.209-08:00I told you...<span style="font-size:130%;">I told u how messy I could be.<br />I told u how easy to make me smile.<br />I told u how i hate to argue.<br />I told u how NOT special I am.<br />I told u how hard for me to open up my heart.<br />I told u how long u r gonna have to wait.<br />I told u not to stare.<br />I told u not to miss me.<br />I told u not to get your hopes up high.<br />I told u that u might end up heartbroken.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><blockquote><span style="font-size:180%;">"And most importantly,<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I told u not to LOVE me</span>."</span></blockquote>miss inveehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12329509887022094485noreply@blogger.com0