Bercerita pasal keje plak.

Hi sume! chewahh. mcm rmi je yg ngadap blog buruk ak ni kn? haha. x kesa laa. yg penting ak nk tulis gak kt blog buruk ak nih. actually xde pape sgt pn nk cte. Ak skrg ni busy ngn bisnes ak tu. Alhamdulillah. Ok jgk la. Cukup la sekadar bagi ak mkn n shopping smpi semput. hihi. Tp yg klakanye skrg sbb pakcik2 skynet & poslaju yg kat melaka ni pon sampi da knal ak. SEBAB APE?? Sebab dorg selalu nk pos brg tp ak xde kat umah. ngahaha. sampai nk kne arrange time utk dorg dtg. ksian kat org2 yg post tu kan? dorg pn sampai da terhafal nme n umah ak. adeh.. mcm bahaye plak bunyiknye. tp xpe. ak tau niat dorg ikhlas. haha. Ak selalu gak terpikir nak sambung keje ak ni lpas abs degree. mule2 nak stop la kjap kan. tp x bleh laa. ble ak on9 n ade org tnye soklan je,mule la tgn ni menggatal nk reply. adehh. x kesa la org tu nk bli ke x,ak mst nak tlg reply jgk! hahaha. xpelaa. sy ikhlas. chewaaah! So last2,ak keje la sampai la ni. Ak hope sgt ak berjaya cipta nme n produk ak sendiri 1 day nanti. InsyaAllah. Hope kwn2 n family bleh doakan so that niat suci putih bersih ak nih akn tercapai. Ngeee~

knape mst jdk camni???

Ak pelik la dgn manusia ni.. sekejap kawan,sekejap lawan.. Ak jenis yg x ske nk side mne2 pihak sebab ak xnk ak pn terlibat dgn mne2 pergaduhan. Tp skrg x. Ak da xleh kwn dgn sume org. ak da xleh rapat ngn sume org. SEBAB APE?? sebab nanti org judge ak yg bukan2. kate ak jdk spy lahh. kate ak backstabber lahh. WHAT THE HELL??? Ak still diri ak. dari dulu sampai sekarang, ak still ak. Walaupun macam2 da berubah kat sekeliling ak,ak still camni. still lagi dgr problem korg. still lagi nk gelak dgn korg. Korg igt ak berlakon ke? ak wat sume tu ikhlas. Mne ade ak dpt balasan pape! And frankly laa,ak x harapkan pape pn dr korg. ak jz nk kawan2 ak je. Ni x.. korg sebok ngn hal korg. pastu ak yg tersepit kat tgh2 ni jdk mangse? tbe2 je ak yg jht. tbe2 je ak side die ni. ak side die tu. TOLONG LAHH PAHAM. ak xde kat side sape2 sbb ak hanye akn nyatakan ape yg ak rse btol. tu jek. Bkn sbb ak ni lemah n xleh decide nk sokong sape. TAPI SEBAB AK SAYANG SUME n ak rse x patut ak nk side sape2. Mmgla ade pihak yg btol n ade yg salah. Ak xkn komen pasal sume tu melainkan ak rse patut. tu jek. Ak x kesa la korg nk caye kat ak ke,xnak ke. yg penting,ak still kat sni klw korg ade problem. sape2 pn bleh dtg cri ak utk luahkan masalah korg. so xde reason utk korg memandai ckp kat belakang2 ak. Klw x puas ati, dtg jmpe ak n kte selesaikan. SIMPLE & EASY. xyah pening2 kpale pk tu, pk ni. Klahh. ak rse sesi luahan ati ak kali ni da selesai. cume ak nk btau,ak kecewa ngn sume yg da jdk skrg ni. Bkk la mate n hati korg sume. then korg akn nmpk sape yg x patut korg percaye. huhuhu

The riddles that u have to understand

“Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything’s ok.
Just because I don’t listen to you, doesn’t mean I don’t care.
Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean you can lie to me.
Just because I’m sarcastic, doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously.
Just because I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird.
Just because I don’t say I love you, doesn’t mean I don’t.”

This is true,you know. people tend to judge me a LOT. And it's weird coz most of them don't even know me. I don't like to say random things that can destroy my relationship with anyone,but that doesn't mean that I don't care & I don't listen. Actually,I care too much of my friends n family,only that I don't know how to show it. The only way that I know how is to help them when they are in need,be loyal to them & to guide them even when they feel that they are right. If all of these qualities makes me the "bad guy",then so be it. What I truly know is that my intention is good. :)

U ain't bringing me down!

There are moments in my life where people just wanna see me fall. They wanna see me quit and shiver but they never succeeded. I got a perfect song for anyone who has experienced the same thing they did to me. Enjoy!

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says


It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky



Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]
Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

waking up one morning :)

Pg td mse ak bgn,ak tgk ade byk msg kt hp ak. ade customer la,kwn la. n bla3. haha. tp ade 1 msg ni yg wat ak tersenyum. 1 msg tu wat ak tau yg ak dihargai kt dunie yg besa nih. N ak nk ckp thnx sgt2 kat yg berkenaan. Ko da wat ati ak tenang dlm mse yg amat singkat. Ak hrp ko pn tau yg ko leh depend kt ak klw ko ade problem. Ak harap kte akn kekal rapat smpi ble2. Aminnn... :)

*xde kne mengena pn ngn entry ak. jz KAWAII je ;p*

Andai kau tahu..

Dlu mse kecik2,kte selalu berangan n pk ble da besa,kte akn keje n then dpt umah n kete *tpula klw korg x pnah pk cmtu kn.haha* Tp msetu kte xtau pn PERJALANAN yg kte perlu lalui before kte dpt sume tu. Cinta,sahabat n cita2. Sume tu maenkn peranan yg besa dlm idop kte sbg seorg student. okla. maybe ade org kate CINTA tu x penting. Tp kte ni remaja/young adult. So nk xnk kte mmg da kne pk psl mse dpn. wuwuwu. ni la bab yg ak plg takot skali nk cte skrg. Kne pk psl calon,kne pk psl parents n mcm2 lg. n wat mse skrg,sume tu ak nk ltak tepi dlu. SAHABAT plak,da tntu2 la penting dlm idop kte kn? x kire la kte student or manusia biase yg ddk tepi jln tuh. nape ak gnekan istilah "SAHABAT" n bkn "KAWAN". coz bg ak,kawan is jz org yg ko knal n bertegur sapa kt mne2 je. Sahabat plak is someone yg ko leh depend. ko leh cri die ble ko ssh n ko tau die akn ade utk ko. Kn byk bezanye tu? Sahabat akn byk mempengaruhi idop kte,lg2 as a student. So kte kne pndi pilih n hopes for the best. CITA2... ak xtau cmne nk explain ngn tajuk cmni. haha. dlu mse kecik2,ak nk jdk ckgu,pereka fesyen or doktor. haa. kemain lg kn? hahaha. then ble ak da btol2 tau bidang mne yg ak ske *which is Dietician/psychology*,rezeki plak membwk ak ke arah yg sgt berbeza. sbbtu ak kt UTeM skrg nih. haha. weird rite? Tp yela. Sume da ditentukan n ak kne redha. Kne percaye yg sume yg DIA tentukan is the best utk insan mcm ak ni. So skrg ak kt Melaka n tgh amk computer n electronic engineering. Ok. nme mmg sgt gah. pelajarannye pn SGT tough. Ak akn cbe sebaek mungkin even myb ak akn tersungkur jgk 1 ari nt. At least ak tau ak da try my best. Tu jela yg penting rite? hihi. Sme ade kte sdar or x,3 element ni sume mmg byk pengaruh idop kte. So make sure kte dh pilih yg terbaek so that idop kte nt x kucar kacir. All the best my dear readers. :)

Down & low

I never felt this low before. never in my life that i doubt my ability to be happy. but these past few days have turned my world around.
I have realized that I can no longer be happy and cheerful as I used to be.
It will take me double the time to trust the people around me.
It will take less to make me feel down.
Truth be told, I have lost my sense of identity.
I have lost my ability of being ME.