U ain't bringing me down!

There are moments in my life where people just wanna see me fall. They wanna see me quit and shiver but they never succeeded. I got a perfect song for anyone who has experienced the same thing they did to me. Enjoy!

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says


It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky



Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]
Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

waking up one morning :)

Pg td mse ak bgn,ak tgk ade byk msg kt hp ak. ade customer la,kwn la. n bla3. haha. tp ade 1 msg ni yg wat ak tersenyum. 1 msg tu wat ak tau yg ak dihargai kt dunie yg besa nih. N ak nk ckp thnx sgt2 kat yg berkenaan. Ko da wat ati ak tenang dlm mse yg amat singkat. Ak hrp ko pn tau yg ko leh depend kt ak klw ko ade problem. Ak harap kte akn kekal rapat smpi ble2. Aminnn... :)

*xde kne mengena pn ngn entry ak. jz KAWAII je ;p*

Andai kau tahu..

Dlu mse kecik2,kte selalu berangan n pk ble da besa,kte akn keje n then dpt umah n kete *tpula klw korg x pnah pk cmtu kn.haha* Tp msetu kte xtau pn PERJALANAN yg kte perlu lalui before kte dpt sume tu. Cinta,sahabat n cita2. Sume tu maenkn peranan yg besa dlm idop kte sbg seorg student. okla. maybe ade org kate CINTA tu x penting. Tp kte ni remaja/young adult. So nk xnk kte mmg da kne pk psl mse dpn. wuwuwu. ni la bab yg ak plg takot skali nk cte skrg. Kne pk psl calon,kne pk psl parents n mcm2 lg. n wat mse skrg,sume tu ak nk ltak tepi dlu. SAHABAT plak,da tntu2 la penting dlm idop kte kn? x kire la kte student or manusia biase yg ddk tepi jln tuh. nape ak gnekan istilah "SAHABAT" n bkn "KAWAN". coz bg ak,kawan is jz org yg ko knal n bertegur sapa kt mne2 je. Sahabat plak is someone yg ko leh depend. ko leh cri die ble ko ssh n ko tau die akn ade utk ko. Kn byk bezanye tu? Sahabat akn byk mempengaruhi idop kte,lg2 as a student. So kte kne pndi pilih n hopes for the best. CITA2... ak xtau cmne nk explain ngn tajuk cmni. haha. dlu mse kecik2,ak nk jdk ckgu,pereka fesyen or doktor. haa. kemain lg kn? hahaha. then ble ak da btol2 tau bidang mne yg ak ske *which is Dietician/psychology*,rezeki plak membwk ak ke arah yg sgt berbeza. sbbtu ak kt UTeM skrg nih. haha. weird rite? Tp yela. Sume da ditentukan n ak kne redha. Kne percaye yg sume yg DIA tentukan is the best utk insan mcm ak ni. So skrg ak kt Melaka n tgh amk computer n electronic engineering. Ok. nme mmg sgt gah. pelajarannye pn SGT tough. Ak akn cbe sebaek mungkin even myb ak akn tersungkur jgk 1 ari nt. At least ak tau ak da try my best. Tu jela yg penting rite? hihi. Sme ade kte sdar or x,3 element ni sume mmg byk pengaruh idop kte. So make sure kte dh pilih yg terbaek so that idop kte nt x kucar kacir. All the best my dear readers. :)

Down & low

I never felt this low before. never in my life that i doubt my ability to be happy. but these past few days have turned my world around.
I have realized that I can no longer be happy and cheerful as I used to be.
It will take me double the time to trust the people around me.
It will take less to make me feel down.
Truth be told, I have lost my sense of identity.
I have lost my ability of being ME.

I am blessed :)

Life can be hard sometimes. And for some unlucky person ; like myself, there will ALWAYS a challenge coming up n ruins the day. So what do u have to do next? The answer is simple. GET THROUGH IT. When ur life is a big mess, and u feel like a total loser.. Take a good look around u. U have a perfect physical form of a human,u have feelings,u can still think straight and MOST IMPORTANTLY,u still have ur beloved ones to help u through it all. Those are the main factors that should keep u moving forward in life. U should be grateful n thankful for all the blessings that are borrowed to u. Coz u know one day He can take it ALL back. Remember HIM and u will find the strength that u need and more. So, thank you ALLAH for borrowing me the good health and mind. the good sense of taste,feelings and emotion. and most of all, for borrowing me this beautiful life that I could call my own.






*alhamdulillah*

I told you...

I told u how messy I could be.
I told u how easy to make me smile.
I told u how i hate to argue.
I told u how NOT special I am.
I told u how hard for me to open up my heart.
I told u how long u r gonna have to wait.
I told u not to stare.
I told u not to miss me.
I told u not to get your hopes up high.
I told u that u might end up heartbroken.

"And most importantly,
I told u not to LOVE me."

Family..

Aritu gi holiday ngn family.. then ak teringat.. dlu mse kecik2,slalu spend time ngn family.. gi picnics,holidays, n even mkn kt luar sme2 pn da ckup. Tp skrg ble msg2 da besar, ssh sgt nk mkn sme2 coz da bz. HOLIDAY apetah lg kn? Ramai yg x sedar walau mcmane bz pn kte,kte still kne luangkan mase ngn family coz in the end, dorg la yg akn stick ngn kte. mcm org slalu ckp "blood is thicker than water". So,nak xnk,kte kne rapatkan dri ngn family kte. maybe ade yg slalu gado2 ngn akk,abg or adk dorg. maybe ade yg pilih kasih dlm adk badek dorg. tp in the end,dorg tetap family gak kn? so lme2 nt dorg akn trime dri masing2. In my situation, ak mmg blessed sbb dikurniakan ngn ummi,adik n abg2 yg sporting. n ak bersyukur coz ade dorg. Even ak x cte sume details idop ak kt dorg (coz ak ssh nk open up kt sape2 ),tp still dorg adelah family yg ak syg. N I WON'T TRADE THEM FOR ANYONE ELSE. So,bg kwn2 ak kt luar sne,pls hargai family korg n gnekan mse yg korg ade utk knal family korg. u might surprise urself at how nice it feels to be close to someone u never thought possible ;)