I am blessed :)

Life can be hard sometimes. And for some unlucky person ; like myself, there will ALWAYS a challenge coming up n ruins the day. So what do u have to do next? The answer is simple. GET THROUGH IT. When ur life is a big mess, and u feel like a total loser.. Take a good look around u. U have a perfect physical form of a human,u have feelings,u can still think straight and MOST IMPORTANTLY,u still have ur beloved ones to help u through it all. Those are the main factors that should keep u moving forward in life. U should be grateful n thankful for all the blessings that are borrowed to u. Coz u know one day He can take it ALL back. Remember HIM and u will find the strength that u need and more. So, thank you ALLAH for borrowing me the good health and mind. the good sense of taste,feelings and emotion. and most of all, for borrowing me this beautiful life that I could call my own.






*alhamdulillah*

I told you...

I told u how messy I could be.
I told u how easy to make me smile.
I told u how i hate to argue.
I told u how NOT special I am.
I told u how hard for me to open up my heart.
I told u how long u r gonna have to wait.
I told u not to stare.
I told u not to miss me.
I told u not to get your hopes up high.
I told u that u might end up heartbroken.



"And most importantly,
I told u not to LOVE me."

Family..

Aritu gi holiday ngn family.. then ak teringat.. dlu mse kecik2,slalu spend time ngn family.. gi picnics,holidays, n even mkn kt luar sme2 pn da ckup. Tp skrg ble msg2 da besar, ssh sgt nk mkn sme2 coz da bz. HOLIDAY apetah lg kn? Ramai yg x sedar walau mcmane bz pn kte,kte still kne luangkan mase ngn family coz in the end, dorg la yg akn stick ngn kte. mcm org slalu ckp "blood is thicker than water". So,nak xnk,kte kne rapatkan dri ngn family kte. maybe ade yg slalu gado2 ngn akk,abg or adk dorg. maybe ade yg pilih kasih dlm adk badek dorg. tp in the end,dorg tetap family gak kn? so lme2 nt dorg akn trime dri masing2. In my situation, ak mmg blessed sbb dikurniakan ngn ummi,adik n abg2 yg sporting. n ak bersyukur coz ade dorg. Even ak x cte sume details idop ak kt dorg (coz ak ssh nk open up kt sape2 ),tp still dorg adelah family yg ak syg. N I WON'T TRADE THEM FOR ANYONE ELSE. So,bg kwn2 ak kt luar sne,pls hargai family korg n gnekan mse yg korg ade utk knal family korg. u might surprise urself at how nice it feels to be close to someone u never thought possible ;)

CINTA - Kita memang mengharapkan dia menjadi milik kita. Segala apa yang kita buat, kalau buleh nak dia tahu.. dan kita sebuleh mungkin tak nak sakitkan hati dia. kita akan sentiasa berfikir tentang dirinya. (dalam erti lain : cinta di tujukan kepada seseorang yg kita selalu ingat dan mimpi.. Tanpanya kita akan rasa sunyi dan kita cintakan sepenuh jiwa dengan hati yg ikhlas kepadanya walaupun dia buat tak tau je)

SAYANG - Kita memerlukan dia di masa kita mahukan seseorang untuk berkongsi rahsia dan kisah duka kita. selalunya kita akan sayangkan seseorang yang menjadi TELINGA kepada masalah kita. (dalam erti lain : sayang di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh membuangkan masa dia untuk mendengar dan memeningkan kepalanya dgn masalah kita dan kita jugak boleh menyakitkan hati dia kerana kita bukannya cinta kepadanya)

SUKA - Kita sukakan dia kerana dia kelakar. Dia happy-go-lucky. Bila bersama dengan dia, kita rasa nak tergelak sampai nak pecah perut. Tapi, kita taklah rindu sangat kat dia bila tak berjumpa seminggu…(dalam erti lain : suka di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh menjadi pelawak kepada kita. Kita akan suruh dia diam sekiranya keng kita dah nak pecah…)

MINAT - Apa sesuatu pada dirinya yang menarik kita untuk mendekatinya.(dalam erti lain : minat ditujukan kepada seseorang yang ada sifat, peribadi atau barang yang kita mahukan… )


Tetapi kita kena ingat bahawa tanpa minat , suka dan sayang kita tidak akan CINTA pada seseorang itu…

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Ak terjumpe article ni kt fb.. n ak terlintas.. btol ke ape yg die ckpkn? n klw btol,cmne kte nk sure? hohoho. byk situasi dlm idop kte yg kdg2 kte confuse n rmi yg akn anggap dri dorg tgh "IN LOVE" sdgkn dorg juz minat /syg/suka je. n sbbtu la ak ske article ni. bg sape2 yg still x sure ttg prasaan dorg,pls bc n phmkn ape mksd sbnr "CINTA".

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I hate crying.. but recently,it is all that i ever do.. i don't know how n when my heart will heal.. but i do wish it will heal SOONER. the pain in unbearable.