The final STRIKE!

I've been trying to hold on.
I've been trying to understand.
I've been trying to held it in.
I've been trying.
I've been trying.
TRYING.

And now I'm falling.
Into a deep dark mess.
And you can't even notice it.
I'm sick of trying.
I'm bored of crying.

I've given my best.
And now everything is up to YOU.

I want you to need me

I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between

I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
I want you to need me
Like I need you

I want to be the eyes that look deep into your soul
I want to be the world to you
I just want it all
I want to be your deepest kiss
The answer to your every wish
I'm all you ever need

More than you could know
And I need you
To never never let me go
And I need to be deep inside your heart
I just want to be everywhere you are....

I feel BROKEN.

I feel SAD.

I feel UNJUSTIFIED.

Why can't you understand that I want things to stay just the way it was.