The final STRIKE!

I've been trying to hold on.
I've been trying to understand.
I've been trying to held it in.
I've been trying.
I've been trying.
TRYING.

And now I'm falling.
Into a deep dark mess.
And you can't even notice it.
I'm sick of trying.
I'm bored of crying.

I've given my best.
And now everything is up to YOU.