waiting..

I would like to fall deeply in love. I would like to let my guards down. I would like for someone to come and swept me off my feet. Oh yeah. I would like for many things to occur. But somehow, I still don't find the right time nor the right guy. Everytime I want to let myself fell deeply in love,something always came up to bring me back to reality. It hurts a LOT. Knowing that you can have your perfect moments within the reach of your fingertips. But then again,so much is holding me back. So many things at stake that I'm not ready to give up. I'm still waiting. yeah. I am.