aku da PENAT!
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miss invee
Hei,kamu! sy da x kuase la nk jaga hati sume org. Kerenah kamu lg byk berbanding ngn baby yg baru lahir. Emo x tentu pasal. marah2 je yg kamu tau. Bile angin kamu dtg,sume org kamu nk tibai. kamu igt kamu tu sape? org len pn ade hari yg trok jgk tp try la to control ourselves. Kamu ske fikir negative psl org len tnpa usul periksa. Kamu takot nk berhadapan dgn masalah yg kamu cipte sndri. kamu igt sy xtau kamu kutuk belakang sy?? sy bkn bodoh la.sy cume dlm mode "IGNORE" sbb sy nk kamu sedar dgn sndri. kamu pilih kasih tp sy x penah kesa. sbb kamu still kwn bg sy. tp kdg2 hati kck ni sll bertanye "nape die wat ak cmni???". Kamu tau x yg sy da pnat? sy da x larat lg nk thn sume problem ni. sbb masalah sy byk lg. bkn masalah dgn kamu je. masalah2 len tu lg penting dr lyn kamu yg remeh! Sy igtkn kamu kwn sy,so sy pn percaye la kt kamu. rupe2nye kamu la musuh dlm selimut tu. Kamu xtau ape sbnrnye yg terjdk dlm idop sy sbb kamu x pernah amk kesa. Kamu x pernah tnye masalah yg sy hadapi. sbb ape?? sbb kamu rse dri kamu je penting. sy btol2 da give up utk convince kamu sbb sy tau kamu xkn percaye kate2 sy. kamu igt sy da lupe ape kamu wat pd sy?? silap laa. sy bleh maafkn tp bkn melupakan. sy igt dgn jelas setiap perkare2 dlu. tp sy x kesa sbb kamu kwn sy. cume kdg2 kamu x aggp sy mcm kwn. kamu x sdar kamu pijak kepale sy. kamu lyn sy mcm kwn SANDARAN. kamu hanye cari sy ble kamu keseorangan. kamu igt sy x sdar? sy sdar la sume tu. tp sy ikutkn dan pekakkn kate hati sy. cume skrg ni da terlambat. kamu btol2 menguji kesabaran sy. kamu kate kamu da puas bersabar tp sbnrnye,kamu x pernah bg peluang kat sy. Adakah kamu tahu betapa peritnya perasaan sy?
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saya suka post ini... u know, awak berhak memilih sbnrnya... awak boleh pilih untok stay coz kalau awak btol2 kawan dia, awak akan terima baik buruk dia no matter what.. n awak berhak pilih untok pergi, coz honestly, i think u deserve better friends... n frankly speakg, 'kamu' yg awak ceritakn kat ats nie, doesnt seem like a gd friend at all (i have a friend like this, it sucks, trust me! i chose 2 stay nway, cuz i'm still able to withstand it)... so, the choice is all yours... :)
but choose wisely... cuz once u leave, u might not be able to change things 2 the way it was b4...
yeah.. still wondering if i should stay or jz go away. sometimes my heart can't take it anymore but my mind keeps telling me that i need to stay coz to me,FRIENDS LAST FOREVER. but si "kamu" ni x phm. die nk ak je phm die. ak bleh predict sume reaction die,ak leh bc sume masalah die. tp die x pnah phm ak. xpnah amk tau psl ak. cmni ke kwn? but somehow,i'm still staying n i hope him/her will realize that i'm a worthy friend. ape pn die da wat kt ak slame ni,"kamu" tu still kwn ak. n ak hrp relation tu xkn putus :)
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