It's as if the whole world is crashing down on me.

How can i describe what i'm feeling right now? I'm feeling low,sad and in total despair. Why does everything have to happen now? It's like the whole world is coming down on me and i'm crushing into bits of pieces. I'm not used to all this. and most of all,i'm not used of being ALONE. Whatever it is,i know i will survive. I got so many dear family and friends who loves me. They are my KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR. And I thank them from the bottom of my shattered heart. I'm a firm believer in "whatever happened,it happened for a reason",therefore I'm keeping my optimism mind and just go along where the road might take me. I believe Allah have a good plan for all of us and insyaAllah,EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT. pray for me. please. :(

I'm sick of it!

Arghhh!!! ppl keep asking me questions.And questions. AND MORE QUESTIONS!!!! but i don't have the answer. I know you care but pls. This is not the right time to ask me all those DAMN question! You guys said that u are sad coz it happened. Now imagine how is my condition. The sadness n pain that you felt, multiply it by at least a thousand times. YES. THAT IS WHAT I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW. I know you don't see it. Coz i'm not good in expressing my feelings. but pls think logically. Who wouldn't feel sad if things like this happens to them?? I'm tired of thinking what went wrong etc etc. Right now I just wanna let this matter go for a while. I'm not running from my problems,I'm just giving myself some space. I already did everything that I could and right now HOPE is all I have. I'm just a mere human being. So please,just let it be. It will make it easier for bot of us. YOU & ME. tqvm

there's no fairytale for me

i guess i'm not one of the lucky girls out there that can live up to my fairytale life. I used to think that i am blessed cause i have found my other half. But it seems like i'm the only one who think of it that way. Somebody please come and wipe away all of those memories. cause now it only bring tears to my eyes.
I'm devastated. I'm heartbroken. I'm confuse.
Actually,I dunno what happened. It just happen. I'm shocked. but what more can i do? I've given my best n so be it. Right now i'm just looking forward to a better future. and hope that my prince charming will come.
*if he's out there,please come and find me.I'll be waiting.*
but until then,this heart won't open to anyone

Where do broken hearts go?

I was sitting alone when i remembered that song. "where do broken hearts go? can they find their way home?" Those lyrics kept on playing in my mind. and i know why. It's cause i'm feeling heartbroken n weak. I can merely manage a smile on my face. But i don't want others to know how devastated i am rite now. Not until the decision is final. Rite now i'm juz grieving. But i do believe that everything happens for a reason. And for that,I juz keep on hoping for the best. Dear friends,do pray for me too ;(